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I've been ignoring everything for a very long time.  It hasn't just come to my attention, but it hasn't exactly been on my mind.  And when I look back into my mail and find letters I never sent off, and letters I haven't even opened.  When I think about all the things I have done, I kind of become a bit cold, and a part of me really wants to explain.  But, there is a lot to explain, a lot about Chicago, people, love and loss, sickness, a confusing journey to Washington State, unanswered phone calls... and now, a realization I am coming home.  I am moving back to Omaha.  I decided a while ago and made a promise to one person in particular I would stay the rest of the year.  And then felt even better when I told others it wouldn't be happening suddenly.

I hope a bit of me returns the same, I know I am a lot the same.  A lot of good has finally come from this place, but, against even my best of wishes.  I know, I think we all do, that perfection does not stream from such a place.  And needless to say I know there are a lot of bitter things which accompany everything.  I guess it is just a warning call in some ways, but it is best I return really.
  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Forgotten Tomb
  • Reading: The Giant's House
  • Watching: No Reservations with Anthony Bourdain
  • Eating: Provolone
  • Drinking: Black Boss Porter

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  • Current Residence: I don't really like where I am at right now so why does it matter to you.
  • Interests: Christ, vast stretches of untouched land, communism, black metal, mollusks, clove cigarettes, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Monty Python and the Holy Grail or Nosferatu (the old silent film)
  • Favourite band or musician: Type O Negative
  • Favourite genre of music: Neofolk, black metal, classical...
  • Favourite artist: Depends on my mood.
  • Favourite poet or writer: H.P. Lovecraft
  • Shell of choice: Conch...
  • Skin of choice: I suppose the one I'm in is fine at the moment.
  • Favourite game: The old nintendo game, "Pirates".
  • Favourite cartoon character: Garfield

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:iconblooy:
ryan, how the hell are you? never hear from ya anymore dude.
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:icondark-knight-forever:
what a great artist CDF was.

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:iconrene9a6e:
Hey man, just thought I'd swing by and say hi. Been a long time since I last saw any updates to your gallery/page here. Doing anything new these days?

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:icondeannadeadly:
Hey! We were friends on my old DA wombiezombie. This is my new one if you'd like to check out my new stuff! :)

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:icontifel:
where are you.
Post some new work. I miss it.

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:iconwill-it-rain-today:
thanks for the fav :-)
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:iconabirato:
thanks for faving my alatest work!

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:iconpixiehobi:
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Yesterday is history, tomorrow's a mystery. Today is a gift, that's why it's called the present.
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:iconxdismantledxchaoticx:
thank you for what you wrote to me. I dont know if youll believe it but it had an effect on me, like this odd calming blanket just fell over me.
thank you.

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:iconkuru93:
thank you

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