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The Holding Hand by Ilvensgrol The Holding Hand :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 1 0 Undress by Ilvensgrol Undress :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 3 Facial Disconnection : Three by Ilvensgrol Facial Disconnection : Three :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 0 Facial Disconnection : Two by Ilvensgrol Facial Disconnection : Two :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 2 1 Facial Disconnection : One by Ilvensgrol Facial Disconnection : One :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 0 The Holding Hand by Ilvensgrol The Holding Hand :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 0 Mariol by Ilvensgrol Mariol :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 0 A Rune of Man by Ilvensgrol A Rune of Man :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 0 Lost Where I Left You by Ilvensgrol Lost Where I Left You :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 0 Always Faithful: Two by Ilvensgrol Always Faithful: Two :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 2 0 Always Faithful: One by Ilvensgrol Always Faithful: One :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 1 0 I'm Disabled by Ilvensgrol I'm Disabled :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 0 4 We Remain Destroyed by Ilvensgrol We Remain Destroyed :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 3 2 Among the Cicada by Ilvensgrol Among the Cicada :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 2 2 On a Milkweed by Ilvensgrol On a Milkweed :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 1 7 Teeth by Ilvensgrol Teeth :iconilvensgrol:Ilvensgrol 3 1


No.1-1 by ericfreitas No.1-1 :iconericfreitas:ericfreitas 707 123 Amazonian Child by will-it-rain-today Amazonian Child :iconwill-it-rain-today:will-it-rain-today 6 1 IMA CHARGING MAH TAILS... by GSMTheHedgehog IMA CHARGING MAH TAILS... :icongsmthehedgehog:GSMTheHedgehog 3 5 Haunted Vision by Toonikun Haunted Vision :icontoonikun:Toonikun 2,505 116 bound by Ryohei-Hase bound :iconryohei-hase:Ryohei-Hase 1,680 107 the joy of figure painting by Bob-Rz
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the joy of figure painting :iconbob-rz:Bob-Rz 5,439 1,360
Moby Dick by scumbugg Moby Dick :iconscumbugg:scumbugg 1,044 142 Life.. and death by Redjuice Life.. and death :iconredjuice:Redjuice 5,724 635 interiorita' by agnes-cecile interiorita' :iconagnes-cecile:agnes-cecile 353 25 octopus salt shaker glazed by queenelf octopus salt shaker glazed :iconqueenelf:queenelf 1 7 Spiked Orb with Feet by jmnpottery Spiked Orb with Feet :iconjmnpottery:jmnpottery 1 1 Multiple Units by barneytheterrible Multiple Units :iconbarneytheterrible:barneytheterrible 5 3 Vase-1 by blazing-moonlight Vase-1 :iconblazing-moonlight:blazing-moonlight 9 0 swirl handle by elf2tiny swirl handle :iconelf2tiny:elf2tiny 3 8 Crystalline Glaze Ceramic Art by Jess-Wiseman Crystalline Glaze Ceramic Art :iconjess-wiseman:Jess-Wiseman 42 3 Visage Vessel +sneak peak+ by SuperLinZ Visage Vessel +sneak peak+ :iconsuperlinz:SuperLinZ 21 5



United States
Current Residence: I don't really like where I am at right now so why does it matter to you.
Favourite genre of music: Neofolk, black metal, classical...
Shell of choice: Conch...
Skin of choice: I suppose the one I'm in is fine at the moment.
Favourite cartoon character: Garfield
I've been ignoring everything for a very long time.  It hasn't just come to my attention, but it hasn't exactly been on my mind.  And when I look back into my mail and find letters I never sent off, and letters I haven't even opened.  When I think about all the things I have done, I kind of become a bit cold, and a part of me really wants to explain.  But, there is a lot to explain, a lot about Chicago, people, love and loss, sickness, a confusing journey to Washington State, unanswered phone calls... and now, a realization I am coming home.  I am moving back to Omaha.  I decided a while ago and made a promise to one person in particular I would stay the rest of the year.  And then felt even better when I told others it wouldn't be happening suddenly.

I hope a bit of me returns the same, I know I am a lot the same.  A lot of good has finally come from this place, but, against even my best of wishes.  I know, I think we all do, that perfection does not stream from such a place.  And needless to say I know there are a lot of bitter things which accompany everything.  I guess it is just a warning call in some ways, but it is best I return really.
  • Listening to: Forgotten Tomb
  • Reading: The Giant's House
  • Watching: No Reservations with Anthony Bourdain
  • Eating: Provolone
  • Drinking: Black Boss Porter


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isaiahM Featured By Owner May 23, 2013
you may never get this, but i was thinking of you, and wondering how you're doing, man.
Blooy Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2009
ryan, how the hell are you? never hear from ya anymore dude.
dark-knight-forever Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2009
what a great artist CDF was.
RENE9A6E Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2009
Hey man, just thought I'd swing by and say hi. Been a long time since I last saw any updates to your gallery/page here. Doing anything new these days?
deannadeadly Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2008
Hey! We were friends on my old DA wombiezombie. This is my new one if you'd like to check out my new stuff! :)
Tifel Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2008
where are you.
Post some new work. I miss it.
will-it-rain-today Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2008
thanks for the fav :-)
abirato Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for faving my alatest work!
PixieHobi Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2008
thank you for what you wrote to me. I dont know if youll believe it but it had an effect on me, like this odd calming blanket just fell over me.
thank you.
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